My stupid heart has gotten me in a postion which any way out is painful...?

Well Bara doesn't care if he is in a Gothic church you can have more then one girl friend or vice verse in any case If you have their email or a friend then just send a message letting them know your phone got taken away and you can't talk too them for a while. You are on the internet, so I'm not sure if you would meet if they in different counties its thousands of dollars too go country to country so me personally would rather be social then be alone in the dark. That's what you want though so it is what it is. Let them both know you don't know what you want right now because you don't and you are confused. Keep in mind actions speak louder then word like in the christian bible, how are they showing their love too you. Just saying it isn't enough make a list of positive and negatives of both guys and think hard about what you want.